hello everybody, i know its been a while but i'm keeping to my promise. i made a new xanga yet again and i ask the members who still use this site for the reasons to post or comment on other people to readd me if you wish to read into my life again. my new xanga name is http://www.xanga.com/B3hindTheMa5k

leave a comment so i can readd you since i have so many subscribes and i don't know who updates or doesn't anymore.

this is my last post on this xanga. i'll only update one more time after this and that is to tell where my new xanga is if i make a new on that is. so many memories... to many to count. maybe i should clean this xanga up and have only the final post left. idunno... we'll see.

goodbye

YAY!!! Kela and Heather are NOT leaving for a while!!!! *does happy dance

today was such a deserving day after thursdays shitty events. i had a field trip today so that meant no school. i soo needed a break but without skipping or something that was a serious matter to attend too. we went to art museums and a glass making factory. i've been to all of them before but that was either last year or with family but this year was fun. i mainly chilled with thomas and jay(lefty) so we had a fun time. i have some pictures to post so you'll have something to look at cuz i know you won't read this...

later on after school i got to chill with ally and lauren at the same time!!! so it was awesome. we chilled at DP but then ally had to go so it was me and lauren with some other peoples. oh and today is adam cantu's b-day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!!!! i then saw kela and then we went to foster to wait for the movie casanova to start and i had a blast with lauren. we chilled and talked and everything and i just had so much fun. it was like the good old days.... sigh... i wish theyd come back again....

the movie casanova was GREAT!!! really good love story with its little romantic love scenes and what not. after the movie i walked lauren home which went by faster than i had hoped it would but at least i got to see her some more. i want to do that thing with amanda but it seems i'm not "in" with the crowd. so left out now adays, wtf!!! if i can't chill with her i might as well spend it with lauren. we'll see, we'll see... now on to pics.

me pretending to be a tree on a stump

Jay under the giant bell

this painting looked 3-D

3 birds

mermaid

BUDDAH!!!

me...

me again...

i found this interesting, a girl underneath an asian painting.

a single deer by a lake

mini buddah!!!

pretty orange tree

okinawa flowr floating above an ocean, wow...

nature walk

Jay on the swing thingy basket.... much much fun

part of the oh-so-fun park

me balancing on a branch vine

random cool looking leaf

at the looking tower at the other art place looking down

looking down at peoples

zoomed up

passed out on the bus on the way back to school

*these pictures will be up for about a week or so, i will take them off because the link will be removed since i'll be changing their location.

lifes lessons come in many forms. this one is for a person...

YOU are my POISON, I have to quit you....

i think this pretty much speaks for itself. i'm not saying for who it is and if you know then good for you. your eyes are open to what is going on in other peoples lives. if not, then no real loss in my opinion.

oh, and about yesturdays events, i wish not to tell them for i find my words often wasted and i do not wish to relive the day. it wasn't horrible, just long thats all.

and to my friends that still see me, i'm happy to know you exist and that i exist knowing that you know that i exist hehe, seriously. thank you...